March 31, 2012

Sense

I'm so little. Unimportant.
Forgotten... by the world... by me,
Meaningless!

Look ahead. Find hope again.
Seek beyond the horizon. Redefine.
Dream.

I know what to do.
I don't do it. I wait for the end.
Proudless.

September 1, 2011

Merged all my blogs into this blog

Had three blogs and not enough posts (or energy) for one :) Problem solved. Though when I read some of the old posts I had on the other blogs... what was I thinking!?!

March 12, 2011

Reality Check

In my dream of dreams
I've seen a glimpse of happiness.
And from my dream of dreams,
I've learnt that it is so easy to be sad.

May 27, 2010

Gamers Explained?

OK I'm a gamer. I admit... guilty. And if I am to add it all up I think I've spent several thousands of hours of my life playing games since I was about 14 or so.

I still remember the summer I was supposed to learn for my university admission exam; really serious business if I ever wanted to get a bachelor degree/education; I remember all I did that summer, from morning to dawn, was to play hot seat games with my friend trying to postpone the inevitable (having to prepare for the exam).

Was it wrong? Not a chance it was probably the best thing to do, I would have gone crazy had I spent all that time learning instead. It actually helped me study much faster, because it was in the way, I needed to get it done so I could play. :)

Now at some point in a gamer's life comes the question: "was I really wasting all of that time doing totally unimportant things when I could've been saving the world instead?". Or substitute "world" with whatever feels important for the person. This question, while important I admit, won't last long as soon the next gaming session starts in a try to forget about it and evade any answer :)

Jane McGonigal doesn't answer that question either, but she changed it from "Are gamers wasting time?" to "How can we make RL more like a game?" or "How can we design games that have an impact on RL?". Nice twist:



Who knows maybe our jobs would be so much more cooler if it were like an RPG. "Awesome, I've submitted another CL and got 200xp so I got to level 10 software engineer!" :D

And I share her believe, if you make a gamer believe it's a game... they can accomplish almost anything! As soon as we think the outcome doesn't really matter as "it's just a game"... we're doing so much better.

November 7, 2009

Mai e tinereţe şi după 30 :)

Dorin face o postare imensă despre lucruri învăţate în 30 de ani: aici. Varianta mea pentru "viaţa de după 30" şi ce am învăţat e foarte scurtă:
Timpul le distilează pe toate.

July 14, 2009

June 23, 2009

It's me... Like we all are.

Alone on a preset path. Trying to do my best. Trying to get as far.

April 23, 2009

The Hermit

" - You have grown in the shadow of others and are found of it. But when lights go off and darkness takes you, when silence quiets you... you are always alone. The demons you face came all from within you."

April 14, 2009

Bacteria... know what they're doing

So apparently bacteria function like organized criminals or the secret societies: quiet until they reach the required infiltration level to be sure an attack cannot be stopped and then they fully launch their attack. I like the thought that even single cell organisms outsmart humans at times.

January 25, 2009

Aging into God

When all else fails, God is left.